Got pretty emotional the past few days, especially today, had an emotional break down at work, couldn't stop crying the whole day. I'm lost, confused, don't know when am I going to get over someone who doesn't love me anymore.

Hoping he will be kind enough to tell me he already moved on and being happy with someone else, or be cruel enough to tell me on my face that he doesn't love me anymore, so that I can tell myself it's really over between us.

It's been 6 months since we broke up, I'm trying to move on and start a new life. I thought I've been doing great, going to church, getting to know God, but deep down inside I feel like something is missing in my heart, and I needed that something to make me feel completed.

Been praying to God, asking him to ease my pain and help me to start a new life, but somehow I think he hasn't answered my prayer yet.